Kian JAMES Allen

2005 - 2007

Location	Luton
Age	2 years
Date of Birth	16/02/2005
Date of Death	22/06/2007
Visitors	12,562 since 10/08/2007
Creator	Jackie Allen Kians Nanny
Helpers	Sarah Annmarie Allen Kian N Angels Mum

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KIAN JAMES ALLEN BORN 16TH FEB 2005 AND FELL ASLEEP
22ND JUNE 2007
AGED 2 YEARS AND 4 MONTHS,OUR FOREVER MISSED ANGEL XX XX XX XX
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~~A LITTLE BIT ABOUT KIAN MY DARLING GRANDSON FROM NANNY JAX~~

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KIAN WAS AND IS VERY LOVED BY HIS MUMMY ANNMARIE, ME( HIS NANNY JAX & GRANDAD JIM) AND HIS UNCLE
MARC & AUNTIE SARAH,GREAT AUNTY VERONICA & UNCLE ADRIAN & GREAT UNCLE AIDAN & GREAT AUNTY SARAH AND
HIS 2ND COUSINS ANTONY AND NICOLA & 1ST COUSIN JESSICA..ALSO HIS GREAT NANA & GREAT GRANDPA & GREAT
GREAT GRANNY AND LOADS MORE OF KIANS LOVING FAMILY,TO MANY TO MENTION.
KIAN SADLY FELL ASLEEP AND NEVER WOKE,HE IS NOW IN GODS ARMS..
ME AND GRANDAD WERE SO PROUD TO BE GRANDPARENTS AS WE WERE BOTH ONLY 37,WE HAD SO MANY PLANS FOR YOU
AND YOUR FUTURE,

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KIAN WAS SUCH A JOY TO HAVE AROUND,HE HAD A VERY CONTAGIOUS SMILE AND BIG BROWN EYES YOU COULD GET
LOST IN..HE WAS THE 5TH GENERATION ALL ON HIS OWN AND NOW WE ARE BACK DOWN TO 4..WE ARE GLAD WE HAD
HIM IF ONLY FOR A SHORT TIME,KIAN WAS SO FULL OF LOVE TO EVERYONE AROUND HIM,WE USED TO PRETEND TO
CRY AND WHATEVER HE WAS DOING HE WOULD STOP IN AN INSTANT TO GIVE YOU ONE OF HIS HEALING HUGS,WOULD
CHEER YOU UP IN AN INSTANT..HE WAS ONE OF LIFES LITTLE MIRACLES AND WILL BE SO VERY SADLY MISSED AND
NEVER EVER FORGOTTON...KIAN YOU WILL REMAIN IN OUR HEARTS ETERNALLY OUR LITTLE ANGEL..KIWI WAS YOUR
PET NAME FROM ME WASN'T IT KIAN(NANNY JAX)AND YOU USED TO MIMIC IT TO A TEE WHEN I CALLED YOU IT..WE
ALL MISS YOU LITTLE MAN AND LOVE YOU DEARLY ALWAYS AND FOREVER UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN ONE DAY HONEY...
GOD BLESS XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
Love you angel...Nanny & Grandad allen

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KIAN EVERYONE KEEPS TELLING ME TIME IS A GREAT HEALER BUT I CANT RELATE TO THAT YET AS I FEEL THE
LONGER WE DON'T SEE THE HARDER IT IS BECOMING,I SO WISH THINGS COULD HAVE BEEN DIFFERENT DARLING.

GOODBYE ANGEL CAKE XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
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KIAN I HOPE YOU HAVE FOUND SOME OF OUR FAMILY MEMBERS IN HEAVEN TO GUIDE YOU MY DARLING,YOU HAVE
YOUR GREAT UNCLE RAYMOND,GREAT AUNTY LOUISE,GREAT GRANDAD,GREAT GREAT GRANDAD TO START WITH.HOPE YOU
KNOW HOW MUCH WE LOVE AND MISS YOU KIAN,NOT A DAY GOES BY THAT I DONT THINK ABOUT YOU,LOVE YOU TO
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LOVE TO EVERYONE AND THANKYOU ALL SO MUCH FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT XX XX XX XX
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LOVE TO YOU ALL AS ALWAYS LOVE JACKIE :-) XX XX XX

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SO SORRY EVERYONE,I AM FINDING IT TO UP-SETTING COMING ON HERE,i FEEL VERY GUILTY NOT LIGHTING
CANDLES AT THE MOMENT BUT YOU AND YOUR ANGELS ARE ALWAYS IN MY THOUGHTS.....THIS IS A LOVELY SITE
BUT SOMETIMES REALITY HITS HARD AND WE HAVE TO ACCEPT WE ARE NEVER GOING TO SEE OUR LOVED ONES FOR A
LONG TIME AND EVEN THEN I'M NOT SURE I WILL,SORRY,JUST FEELING VERY LOW.~~~~~~~~~~~
BUT THANKS EVERYONE WHO IS STILL LIGHTING CANDLES FOR KIAN,MEANS SO SO MUCH TO ME AND MY
FAMILY~~~~LOVE JACKIE XX XX

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A Few words from mummy

Kian was my rock, he helped me through alot with just one of his kisses and a warm cuddle, that was
more than enough to make me realise that as long as he was there i was ok. What more could i ask
for, my life was gifted with this beautiful child who was my son.
The day Kian was born was the best day of my life, he immediatly bought love, joy and happiness with
him. He was a perfect baby who quickly grew into a loving, joyful and intelligent little boy. He was
very head strong, he knew exactly what he wanted, and he would never give up until he achieved
that.
He loved his music too, anything and everything made him jump up and sing and dance. He had his
favourites though, Mika, love today, and the kieser chiefs, Ruby. Was cute listening to him sing the
few words he knew.
Kian was such a happy little boy and spread smiles everywhere we went. He was one of a kind and i
was so proud that he was mine.
The day he was taken from me was the obviously the worst day of my life. I felt my heart had been
ripped out and my whole world had ended, but i have to think about the precious memories i have of
him, all 2 years and 4 months worth.

The post mortem results were unexplainable. This is eating me up. I need to know what happened, i
cant accept that there was no reasons for God taking my beautiful little boy away from me. Its just
not fair. I will never get over losing him.

My darling, you are now Gods little angel like you was mine. You will be forever missed, forever
loved and never forgotten. Rest in peace my darling angel, I love you
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I WOULD LIKE TO TAKE THIS OPPURTUNITY TO THANK EVERYONE WHO HAS LIT AND STILL LIGHTS CANDLES FOR MY
GORGEOUS GRANDSON.I AM FINDING LIFE WITHOUT KIAN VERY DIFFICULT AND JUST DON'T KNOW HOW I GET BY
EACH DAY,I STILL CRY EVERYDAY FOR KIAN AND MY HEART ACHES FOR HIM,I WOULD HAVE SWAPPED PLACES TO
KEEP KIAN ALIVE,HE HAD SO MUCH TO LIVE FOR.THEY SAY THERE IS A REASON WHY GOD TAKES THEM,I DON'T
KNOW THAT REASON YET AND PROBABLY NEVER WILL,ALL I KNOW IS KIAN TAUGHT ME SO MUCH IN HIS SHORT LIFE
AND THE MAIN THING HE TAUGHT ME IS HOW TO LOVE AGAIN AND SINCE HE HAS GONE TO HEAVEN HE HAS TAUGHT
ME NEVER EVER TAKE THINGS FOR GRANTED AS WE JUST DON'T KNOW HOW LONG WE HAVE OUR LOVED ONES FOR,ALSO
I HAVE BEEN TAUGHT THAT MATERIAL THING'S JUST DON'T MATTER AS THEY CAN BE REPLACED,A LIFE CAN'T,I
WOULD RATHER HAVE KIAN BACK AND LIVE IN A TENT THAN HAVE ALL THAT WE HAVE.
ANYWAY THANKS AGAIN FOR ALL YOUR KIND WORDS MY GTS FRIENDS..
LOTS OF LOVE
JACKIE (KIANS NANNY)
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A FEW WORDS FROM AUNTY SARAH
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THE DAY I FOUND OUT MY SISTER WAS PREGNANT, I WAS SO HAPPY AND WAS LOOKING FORWARD SO MUCH TO BEING
A YOUNG AUNTY.. WHEN SHE WENT INTO LABOUR AND GAVE BIRTH TO KIAN, HE WAS THE MOST GORGEOUS BABY I
HAVE EVER SEEN..HE HAD GORGEOUS BIG BROWN EYES AND LOVELY LONG EYELASHES, HE WAS PERFECT! I FELT
LIKE A SECOND MUM TO HIM AS HE LIVED WITH US FOR A YEAR AND I WOULD HELP MY SISTER WITH HIM AND GET
UP IN THE NIGHT TO FEED HIM, HE WAS MY EVERYTHING...I WOULD OF DONE ANYTHING FOR HIM.
ME AND HIS NANNY USED TO FEEL PROUD TAKING HIM DOWN TOWN AND PLACES,EVERYONE WOULD COMMENT ON HOW
CUTE HE WAS... NANNY JAX AND GRANDAD JIM FELT SO PROUD BEING SUCH YOUNG GRANDPARENTS AND THEY
SPOILED HIM ROTTEN.
I REMEMBER WHEN I TAUGHT HIM WHERE HIS TEETH WERE AND HE WOULD DO THIS FUNNY LITTLE SMILE TO SHOW
ALL HIS TEETH AND POINT TO THEM, IT WAS SO CUTE!
WHEN A SONG CAME ON THAT HE LIKED HE WOULD GET UP AND START SINGING AND JUMPING AROUND EVERYWHERE,
AND IF YOU HELD HIS HANDS HE WOULD START DOING THIS FUNNY DANCE WITH YOU... HIS MUMMY WAS EVEN GOING
TO PUT HIM INTO STREET DANCING WHEN HE WAS A BIT OLDER, HE WOULD OF BEEN A GREAT DANCER!
HE WAS SUCH A GORGEOUS BOY THAT WE ALL USED TO JOKE AND SAY THAT WHEN HE WAS OLDER HE WOULD STEAL
ALL THE GIRLS HEARTS WITH HIS BIG BROWN EYES, YOU COULD GET LOST IN THEM EYES!
THE DAY KIAN WENT TO HEAVEN WAS THE WORST DAY OF ALL OF OUR LIVES,IT STILL DONT SEEM REAL THAT HE
HAS ACTUALLY GONE AND IS NOT COMING BACK...

I LOVE YOU KIAN AND ONE DAY WE WILL MEET AGAIN AND THEN I CAN GET ONE OF THEM CUTE CUDDLES FROM YOU
AGAIN!
SLEEP TIGHT DARLING, YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN ALL OUR HEARTS AND OUR MINDS!
LOVE YOU ALWAYS LOVE YOUR AUNTY SARAH XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

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words will never explain

to annmarie,
your mum kindly left me a message on my sons site, and i feel for you i really do.
to lose a child is terrible as i know how you will be feeling right now, but you at such a young age and kian at such a young age too. well what can anybody say?
gonetoosoon is the best thing that happend to me. i didnt know this site existed until 11 months after i lost my only child carl.
people on here have helped me so much when i wanted to throw the towel in and be with carl.
i truly hope that you get the same comfort from knowing that people out there really do care and the world isnt full of horrible people.
your family will be there to help you every step of the way, but sometimes i feel that by talking to strangers who know how you are feeling helps you to get rid of all the anger you are building up inside of you (my feelings only) and that the family we love so much and who are grieving as well so much may get comfort from knowing that you are being helped by lots of people.
to lose your only child is the worst thing possible (i feel) people say they understand, but they don't until it has happend to them.
my carl has been gone almost 17 months now, i dont live a life i just exist.
you ever feel you want to talk please email me from my sons site. i cant put things right, but i can listen and share your memories.

my thoughts are with you annemarie. this site is full of caring people, and we all have been brought here for one reason only, coz we lost someone we truly love.

sympathys to you and all your family.
r i p young kian,
dawn. xxxxxxxx

Dawn Ferguson (Friend) August 11, 2007

NITE DARLING

NITE NITE MY GORGEOUS NEPHEW...HOPE YOU ARE BEING WELL LOOKED AFTER...ME AND UR NANNY BOTH GOT THE TATTOO ON OUR WRISTS OF YOUR NAME, YOU ARE WITH US EVERYDAY DARLING,IN OUR HEARTS N ON OUR MIND! LOVE YOU ALWAYS KIAN, LOVE UR AUNTY SARAH XXXXXXXXXX

Sarah (Aunt) August 11, 2007

NIGHT BABY BOY

NIGHT HONEY,SLEEP TIGHT LITTLE DARLING..HOPE YOU KNOW HOW MUCH WE LOVE YOU HONEY AND ALWAYS WILL..I HAVE HAD A TATTOO DONE ON MY WRIST WITH YOUR NAME ON IT SO I HAVE A PART OF YOU WITH ME EVERY SINGLE DAY UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN HONEY...NIGHT KIWI...LOVE YOU BABY BOY XXXXXX

Jackie Allen Kians Nanny (Nannie) August 11, 2007

My darling son

Thinking of you darling, missing you loads.

We are connected, My child and I, by An invisible cord Not seen by the eye. It's not like the cord That connects us 'til birth This cord can't been seen By any on Earth. This cord does it's work Right from the start. It binds us together Attached to my heart. I know that it's there Though no one can see The invisible cord From my child to me. The strength of this cord Is hard to describe. It can't be destroyed It can't be denied. It's stronger than any cord Man could create It withstands the test Can hold any weight. And though you are gone, Though you're not here with me, The cord is still there But no one can see. It pulls at my heart I am bruised...I am sore, But this cord is my lifeline As never before. I am thankful that God Connects us this way A mother and child Death can't take it away!

Night night baby, love you loads from mummy xxxxxx

Annmarie Allen Kian N Angels Mum (Mummy) August 10, 2007

sorry

What a beautiful little boy, such a tragic loss, i'm so sorry for you all, my thoughts are with you all at this very difficult time. Kian, keep blowing your heavenly kisses to your family who love and miss you so much. Hope you've found Ellie up there, she will be your special angel friend, Rest in peace little man, x x x x x

Angela (passer by) August 10, 2007

good night our little angel

sleep tight honey...Think about you every 2nd of every day...you are always going to be in my heart forever honey...you were our 1 & only grandson and have left a big void when you left us that day....no one will ever replace you and you will always be my 1st grandchild,even if we have anymore in the future..God bless sweetheart..Love nanny jax & grandad jim xxxx

Jackie Allen Kians Nanny (Nannie) August 10, 2007

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Happy Birthday Kian sweetie, Have a wonderful day partying with all your Angel friends sweetie, shine down on Nanny, Mummy & family cherub, Sending lots of love always xxxxxxxxxx

From Carole A..

From Angel

happy valentines day sweetheart.we all love and miss you very much.wish you were still here with us all.send down you mummy nanny grandad your aunty sarah and uncle marc some valentines kisses..
love you so much kian miss you loads.love debbie and tony. .x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x

From Debbie

Happy New Sweetie, Keep shining over your loved ones and send them lots more of those special angel kisses xxxxxxxxxx Also sending you family all the best for 2009 xxxxxx

From Carole A..

â�� Merry Christmas to you and your Family, I would like to take this oppertunity to thankyou all for your support
This gift is instead of a candle today 1st december 2008 â��

From Fiona

Hiya Kian sweetheart, I going to leave this train for you as I know little boys love trains just sorry it's not Thomas the tank engine sweetheart.
Sending my love always Kian xxxxxx
Remember to shine down on nanny littleman she needs you close right now xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

From Carole A..

Love to you Kian and all your loving family

From Andy

TO KIAN MY <br />
BEST FRIEND IN HEAVEN <br />
WHO I PLAY FOOTBALL WITH<br />
LOVE FROM JACK <br />
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From Ann

Love you loads kian my gorgeous little son,I miss you more and more every day,Love and miss you so much kian,Love always son from your heartbroken mummy xx xx xx

From Jackie A..

A cute little teddy left for my gorgeous grandson,Love you darling always and forever,Nanny & Grandad xx xx xx xx xx

From Jackie A..

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